Julianna May

Sometimes I wish I could just shut down.
I don’t want to feel hate, or boredom,
Not even happiness or love.
I just don’t want to feel at all.
I don’t know why I want this,
It makes no logical sense.
Who wouldn’t want to feel love?
But, I guess, when you’ve been hurt as badly as I have been,
It really does make all the sense in the world.