I’ve spent a lot of time
Looking at my past and regretting it
I’ve wondered my whole life
If there’s something wrong with me.
I’ve never really had many friends
And I overlooked the ones that I did have.
I’ve done things that I
Probably will never forget
And things that I
Probably will never remember.
All the while I’ve been thinking
I can’t wait until my life gets started
And I never really realized,
That life can start without you sometimes;
While I was busy looking behind
And straining to see ahead,
I’ve missed things happening right now.
And all those ordinary things I overlooked,
Well they’re beautiful in the end.
And maybe I’ll never
Be perfectly okay with who I am,
But I’m one of those ordinary things,
And maybe, just maybe;
I’ll be beautiful in the end.
Julianna May 
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