Julianna May

Being in love is the most difficult thing..
I want to run and jump and laugh!
But I want to cry and sob and be alone, too.
I want to smile and show that you’ve changed me!
But I want you to see that I’m dying as well.
I want to lay by your side forever,
And I want to push you away so I can be okay.
I want you to see just what you’re doing
Because you’re piecing me together
And watching me tear myself apart.
Being in love is the most difficult thing
When you don’t believe love is worth the pain.