Just Say It

I keep waiting for you to say:

            “It was just a joke. You’re as ugly as you think.”
I just want you to get it over with:
            “Why would I ever care for you?”
I’m already hearing you tell me:
             “You’re just a stupid girl; My friends dared me.”
I want you to say it, confirm all my doubts:
             Because obviously I’m not allowed to be happy.
I know it’ll happen someday:
             Eventually everyone leaves in the end.
I need you to tell me it’s fake
            They did before you, so you can too. 

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