Julianna May

I tell everyone: “Don’t fall in love with me, I’ll only let you down.”
Why does no one ever believe me?
I know that my heart isn’t capable of attaining love…
At least… Not anymore. I was stupid,
I gave my heart away so early, to someone so undeserving.
And now, I want to let someone new in
I just don’t know how to restore my heart in order to give it
Away all over again. And I don’t know how..
I don’t know how to give it away, it hurt so much the last time.
But I’m going to try my best, you deserve it.
I know I’m falling for you, but I’m grasping for anything
That could possibly stop me.
I think of new excuses everyday as to why I shouldn’t like you.
But you counter every one. You’re so amazing and…
I only wish that I could be deserving of your attention.
I promise I’m trying my best.