Julianna May

For all my life I’ve been told that I must walk a certain path.
I must act a specific way,
Be a good (perfect) person.
Until I was 18, I was not supposed to think about boys.
(I had my first kiss when I was 16)
I was not supposed to have sex until I was married.
(I lost my virginity at 17)
But, I think
What they want most of all
Is for me to love boys.
And, I do.
I never questioned that.
Until she walked into my life.
She’s amazing,
One of the best friends I’ve ever had.
I let her kiss me.
I let her touch me.
Sorry mom and dad.
I liked it.